loser? much!

I think im normaly a very happy person and always try and be upbeat as best I can..(obv i aint all the time)

anyway, it seems whenever Im really really hungover or overtired I get soooo depressed... last night i was at my bro's gf's dads 50th bday I had a great time and we ended up at that new club in falkikr where our mate was Dj'n and it was great fun and I danced like all night...

however today i pay for it...redbull and vodka is the devils work.. I cant get a good sleep and i end up total blah... specially when the night before I was in a really bad state.. spewing in mcd's drive through, spewing for 2 hours in the smallest bog ever.. falling asleep on the floor.. spewing in my bed.. anyway you get the picture...

I just hate when im like this.. I want to cry and nothign cheers me up... not even txts from folk who make me smile...

i say it all the time, i should cut out the drink.. but i dont..

god i need to get a life.. there are folk with major probs.. and im just a lil hungover and overtired....

I just had to say :)